Work Jacked

Dang, work through me for a terrible loop.  They sent me to Mexico!! or close enough, TJ.  Scary night in the bunk for sure.  Didn't get robbed of accosted,  thank God.  

Sitting in SB again in Ontario, CA. waiting on a load.(trucker term for work)

Sunday

Work has taken me out to NM and I just sit waiting for a load.  I'm ready to work and God knows that I need it, but I'm kinda in a holding patern.  I'm cool with that for now, I've just got to ride the tides of this depression.  It kinda makes me loopie.  But, all is going well, I have coffee.

The moving of my life. Take Two

Once you think you have found where you belong, how do you move on from that place once you have been turned away from it?

If the world has been given to someone is there anything left for your self,  I still think there is still parts of my heart remaining,  or else I would have died.   

My thoughts and heart moves and is drawn in by the music all around me.  I find release, comfort  in all that.

Effen Days

I just started to move out of the house today.  Caro is getting somethings from the place tonight while I'm home.  Its just too new and to hard to be there right now.  I'm still trying to recover from the blow that was delt me the other week.  Caroline said she doesnt see her self Ever getting married or having children.  Thats even hard to type.  Well, those two things are Very important to me, so we had to break everything off.  Me and Hunter are moving to Longmont at the end of this month.  I still care for Caro and Love her, but the wound is still to fresh.  I'm sorry to whoever thinks they need an apology.  

Thanks to Kim for your coaching the other day, it helped alot..